It's been few months again, the most difficult period is passed and the sadness memory is faded out gradually. It's my time to be rejuvnated.

The job apprisal wasn't that bad as i previously asumed to be. There is another cross road appeared in my life again after advised by my superiors. Perhaps, i need to keep calm to think of my future path thoroughly as the time and opportunities are seem running out if i couldn't catch it accurately.

Hv been working there for more than a year already, getting rid of a heaps of trouble things and facing a certain amount of typical difficult guests daily, that is indeed driving me to grow up and leading me to become mature.

Since i worked on this job, i don't think it is a routine job as somehow the trouble things and challenges will suddenly come in front of you. However it sounds many my valuable experiences and time with my friends were sacrificed...  

Many things come up to my mind recently while i am being alone in these serveral months. Desiring the right one who would read through my mind and provide me the proper advice and caring of me when i encountered cramp situation. Has been looking for the right one again and again.  

Bored............Seem the world has become silent, everything that original surrounded me seem its all disappeared

Driving me Crazy......

Hopefully, god bless me that i can be succeed tomorrow, that could be a chance for me to extend my ambition to go over another level after the interview.....

Am i really able to go along the pathway by my own....? So lost!?

It's been 2 weeks already, yep.. just feeling like you did not step forward.. may be i was over reacted and embrassessed you at the MTR. I admitted that i should not and inappropriate to make such action to you on that day which hurt you deeply. I was trying to keep my EQ in an high level. I knew that apoloyise is useless at the moment, but at least may be it could show my kindness to you...

I think the matter between you and i were not only the worst moment that we had in MTR. Basically the answer is we had alrdy lost the trust and even pre-jude the next action of each other while encountered the unpleasant thing occur in which finally generated more misunderstanding and miscommunication.

I was trying to keep my EQ in high level indeed on that day, it is not hard to think of like a man who did not get the caring from a girlfriend for such long period w/o any sincere conversation from the phone call, not mention anything about her thinking & suddenly turned out another way w/ fd. While the man asked for the reason of that and aim to have "open communnication", it was being rejected by the cold laugage w/ bad facial expression. Moreover, while the man aimed to look for his girlfriend purposely while day off, not hanging out w/ his own fd. Then that the girl just reckon the man is always treat her like a "tool" to fill up the time gap as that man's fd is busy. So, what's else the man should say... only one word... Heartbreaking.     

Michael Buble (Home)

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It wi

Michael Buble (Home)

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home